We only accept the love we think we deserve
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That's if we think we can. Accept love that is
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Sometimes we have all these reasons that keep love out
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Sometimes they are legitimate explanations of how we came to be
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Sometimes they are cover for deep rooted fears
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Sometimes they are comfort. Place holders for what should be
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Once in a while we want to believe that we are worthy
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Then we fail so many times it gets hard to get up after falling so hard
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The void gets harder to bear
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No happy ever afters ever
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So we grab the little we can get and fake the rest
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After all love whether just five stolen minutes or all day to december is still love
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And happiness is not a constant anyway
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So melancholy, need to turn this around
