O that once again, maybe someday
In the sweet folds of time
I may come to forget your face
And that tortured look in your eyes
You were without question
A threat to my sanity
Inspired in me emotional congestion
An insult to my vanity
In the name of self-protection
Suspected you of evil motivations
Even without all the right information
And in my haste
I rushed to check mate
Everything around me
Shadows of all the people ive killed
Ghosts
All the things you left behind
Lost
In shame i run and hide
Unassuming you came under fire
Of my misdirected ire
You didn't deserve it
I was projecting
Im not brave enough to visit your grave
Eloquent enough to plead my case
But im torn enough to crave release
So im taking all the blame
You are dead to me now
Maybe its for the best
Im such a fool i want to scream and shout
Because you were the best
To all the people i killed
It was my insecurities you were billed
For whatever price you had you pay
Im taking back all the blame
...so help me God. PLEASE God help me!!! ...
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